Sorry for all the peeps
♥
I'd neglect my bloggie for so long
Not because I have nothing to write to share
But I'm too lazy
My only bad attitude that never change
I feel I'm the laziest girl in this world
Well
Back to our topic
How are you guys recently?
In this few months
I know more and more friend
But at the same time
I realize no one can totally understand me
My lifestyle
My attitudes
Even also my mind
No matter how close friends
They'll never can read my mind
I pretend I'm nothing all the time
I hate my fake smile, fake laugh
I'm so fake right . Oh Hell !
But it's okay
I still got the lovely mummy
The lovely families
And the boyfie that never leave me alone
All of this is too enough and I should feel fullfil and glad already
As the pic showed
We have to see and realize and that's life
Time goes and goes
No one can catch the time back
No matter sometimes how upset we are
How sad how hurt
Life must go on
Problem will come and go come and go
No one can stop it
So why don't we just accept and solve :)
I'm 20 in this year
I getting mature and mature
And my mind have more thing to think
I feel very stress with my studies
The subject is getting harder and harder
And what I only wish now is I can get the excellent result for not disappointing all of the peoples that support me behind
Besides that
I may ask for some suggestions from you all
Do I should make a tattoo
No I mean just a small one
Not the HELL big like gangsters
This suggestion is from my cousin Emly and my mum
Emly keep asking me to have a tattoo together with her since last year
Mummy always allow
But is me
Is my problem
I wish to have some little 'crown', 'bracelet', or maybe some more nicer tattoo on my body
Ofcause I'll not make it on the part that people easy to see
Maybe feet, waist, or shoulder
Guys, don't misunderstanding
Actually tattoos is consider to art but not gangster or what
There are too much people misunderstanding about tattoos now a day
I'm so curious with their old-fashioned mind
HEY! Wake Up please
It's 21's century already kay
Don't keep staying in 80's century anymore
Or maybe you guys can keep saying the tattoos is only for the gangsters
But please don't simply leave your comment for those who doesn't
Think of their feelings kay
Well
I'm going to do one
But not now
I'll make a good decision for it as well
Oh well
I think I need to have some holidays
I'm so tired and too much unhappy things happened in this few months
I just need some travelling maybe and I need more rest actually
Don't ask me what I am keep thinking
There are my little problem
My own problem
I always got too much thing to think
Don't know why I still haven't found the reason HAHA
But for sure right now
Shopping can cure can clean up my mind too
Are there anyone mind to sponsor me for shopping? Lol
The very recent thing I want to share is about the ex-boyf
He is so psycho
First he can pretend as my friend and inbox me at FB
Asked how's my life and so on
The another day he can come to my second FB said he hate me
WTH
What's wrong with you dude
If you got mental problem please don't show it to me
I'll never care la weiii
Who do you think you are
You're just a past tense in my life kay
Don't always pretend that you're perfect or so good
The truth is you're really not HELL
Hmmmmm
I should not get angry about it
This is not my business anymore since the day I left him right
So HELL
I'd block you
Please don't defame the fake things about me
And keep your pretending that you never know me
Wooo
I'm so brave to write it out even you'll read it.. maybe?
But who cares
This is my bloggie right
I have the right to write anything
Get mad of it ? Then don't come to my bloggie kay
My temper is getting hot and I'm easier to cry now
I'm so freakin' weak now
Well
I just need shopping to make me feel better
Seriously
:(
Alright
That's all for today peeps
Sweetdreams for all the beloved ♥
