寂寞不痛

又再一个人听着 A-Lin 的歌

总是会听到很感伤

我不寂寞

我真的不寂寞

就是有点孤单

总觉得生活少了些什么

不够满足

不够快乐

老是觉得

我需要些

就那么一些来满足自己

我不知道是什么

有人说

快乐总让人抓摸不到

看不清

所以人们才会珍惜

我的快乐呢

还在追逐

在寻找

我不满足

我缺乏了那种安全感

这种没有安全感的生活

让我变得懦弱

孤独

总是一个人

来来去去

都是一样

有时

睁开眼睛

多希望

那些很多很多

不想失去的东西

都没失去过

还是拥有的

多好

人生不完美的是有太多了

我也没有很高要求

就只要那一点的安全感

并不难

只是不想靠自己

只是想有个肩膀可以靠

我不曾知道

外面有多少对我不好的话在徘徊

我不知道

外面有多少人在不满意我

我更不知道

他们为了什么来侮辱我

我的世界就那么小

我的生活圈子就那么一丁点

怎么就有那么多的人爱插入

我不是红星

我没有要你们捧我出名

很谢谢你们毁谤的一切

我才会慢慢长大

才会明白朋友都是信不过的

我会一直把百分之百的信任

留给我自己

好好的

留给自己

不再给任何人了

你们都太可怕了

我可以很诚实

我没做的

我没必要去承认

没必要去难过

真的不需要

我离你们远远的

我还是过得不错

至少那颗脆弱的心

不再受打击了

不再受委屈了

我会好好过

很好很好

得过

我离开家乡

我长大了

我会想得很远很远了

不想再幼稚了

我不会期待什么

只想每天看见自己的微笑

:)

寂寞真的不会痛

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EmGkxFscmw

想哭时

听听这首歌

然后狠狠哭出来

会舒服点

♥

晚安

...

Hi peeps  ♥

Today topic is about a smoker 

Are you a smoker 

A heavy smoker ?

Yes, I am.

I admit I'm a smoker

Not heavy

Not light

For me

I feel cigarette is the only best friend which can always by your side

It will never betray you

It will never back stabbing

When you are tearing

It is always a good listener

When you are down

It's always a good medicine

When you are hurt

It's always the only thing to comfort me

I always keep thinking

When can I stop smoking

I tried

But always fail :)

By this two months

Besides cigarette

I'm taking shisha

Tried it before?

Shisha is awesome at first

But it's not really good for us

A pump of shisha equal to 44 cigarettes 

By now

I feel tired to having shisha

Cigarette is more niceeee :)

Coz it's my good partner

For him
I just want to let you know
I try hardest to be good enough for you
Din't mean to hurt you
Sometimes I just can’t tell anybody how I really feel
Not because I can’t trust
But because I can’t find the right words to make you all understand
I'm so sorry

I know

All the pictures have been deleted

But what to do

Just treat it as a lesson that we've learned

I apologize to you

Maybe sometimes I'm too over thinking

And give some word hurting you

I'm sorry

I'd changed into someone that I never wanted to be

Forgive me

  

Happy Fasting Day

Fasting Day
Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslim friends :)

Then what about me
Yesh..
It's the very good time for me to diet
To keep fit peeps ♥

I'm getting FAT as well
Tummy look like balloon
Body look like Elephant


Sure no one believe right
I feel shame with my body shape
What The Hell

Someone come and rescue me please :(
I want to be SLIM

By the way

I wanna announce about my status now

For those who really know me

Sure you guys know I'd been clash with the guy for so long dy right

But still have some come and ask me

Are you still with him

I can smile and say NO

I'd no more connection with him k guysss :)

NO NEED inbox me or I.M me to say 

Don't be sad, Everything is going to be fine

Hey !

I'm always fine okay !

It only make me feel annoying *sorry to say*

I know they are care about me

But I hope no one will mention about him infront of me 

Thank You

Well

I got my ptptn as well

And I'm also spend it very well

I went to The Curve and bought 2 pair of slippers  *Vincci

And also when to Sunway Piramid bought a cloth *MANGO

I wonder why a lot of girl like to shop in Forever 21

Their cloth is just like such can found at uptown

Because of the BRAND is famous ?

Lolx

Herm....

I just try to be a shopaholic 

But money is the point
No money how to shop :(
Finish my 2k then sleep at home lo!


Fine, Time to sleep
Din't sleep well for few month liaw :)

Goodnight ♥