Goodbye My Previous

Repeat and repeat keep listening 寂寞不痛 sing by A-lin
I feel down
Seriously
I'm down
I cried alone on the bed for few minutes
I think so many about my previous
Why I can be that sucks now ?
Why I can become like that
I really feel tired

I'm sorry
I'm really sorry for you
I'd nothing to say beside sorry

I hurt you again
But luckily it's the very last time for me to hurt you
You are weak
I know
You're not strong at all when you facing relationship problem
I know....
I know....

I'm sorry
I'm too bad
All the time I said you're terrible
But actually I'm the one who getting worst and sucks



But what I can say is
I ever love you
very very love you
But you dint hold tight my love
So it fly away
Forever and ever
I'm sorry I break our promise
It turn nothing for now

All the promise turn empty
I hope you stay happy
As I said
I can always be you friend
I swear
Even know you won't believe my swearing anymore
but I can be your only listener when you face a problem :)

I‘m sorry
We can’t return to previous anymore

You said I'd change
Yes I'm
but my heart still feel pain for you
even I say such strong and sharp words
:)

HangOut

Very first time hang out in Alor Star
It's a small town
not much of building
And just a simple but untidy town

But I'd enjoy my time here
I went to Alor Star Parade with my friends
There is a small shopping complex
Not much thing to buy

We had watched movie over there
" RASUK"
A malay film that I thought it's great and scary
But so disappointed it's just so so only
For me
I like " KHURAFAT " and " KARAK" more :)
It's more scary


I'd been shopping today
SHOPPING
Yesh , my hobby
I can't live without shopping
haha
It's my bad habit

I din't buy any cloth today 

:)

Feel weird ?

Ya, because I can't find any suitable cloth over here

As I say

All the thing is so so only 

But I'd buy a headphone pink in colour

I'm a girl who seldom use headphone

but I just like to collect all those thing that wasting money :)

PEACE for myself today  ^^V

I'm not EMO today

I clear my mind when I'd hangout 

I don't want to think anything anymore

Live for myself

Live for my mum

Not for other :)

Even know it's just temporary clearance my mind

but and least I can sleep without negative thinking tonight

Muackzz 

Love you all, Peeps ♥

Goddnight 

Insomnia

It's night time again
The time go so fast
but I hope my working day can go faster than my holiday :)
Bet everyone hope it


I can't sleep well in this few day
I hope I have enough sleeping time
I feel tired
I need someone talk with me
Listen about my life


I called my ex today
His voice still the same
Slow and tidy
When he is talking with me
My heart felt warm and touch
Today
He had warm up my heart
What bout tomorrow ?

Who is coming to warm up
I can't pretend that I'm happy all the time
Even sometimes peoples said
We have to be accept the thing that happened all the time


But
HEY !
I just want to be happy
And it's FUCKIN' not easy for me :)
I smile doesn't mean I'm happy
I can cover my emotion all the time K


sigh
:)
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
anyways
Stay happy ya ♥
and
STAY TUNED
buayy buayys ♥
Night ♥






I feel lazy to write more
I'm sorry
Apologize for my peeps ♥
because I keep complaining about my life








P/s : I MISS YOU




MR.S

Naked Love

Hey Peeps ♥

Do you need a love ?

Do you hope to own a love ?

I bet you are !

Because I need it

I'm just a ordinary girl who need a guy warmth up my heart

All the girl wish too right :)

But who can teach me how to find a true love

Find a guy is totally love you from their true heart

Give you everything

Never count for money infront of you

When you need him, he will immediately appear infront of your eyes

It's TOO HARD

But I ever met it 

Met a guy like this

but unfortunately

I din't appreciate him 

I pushed him away from me :)

And now I feel regret

I hope to own a guy like this again

but not previous one anymore ♥

Now a day

Guys came toward to a girl

Chase the girl

Always contain a weird plan 

``

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Why can't with a pure heart only ?

Is't so hard for you guys to treat a girl as a princess ?

GUYS 

Please appreciate your girl

The girl who willing stay by your side

Then that's is your princess

HEY please

TREAT them as your lil princess :)

GUY IS ALWAYS LIKE BULLSHIT 

Recently

My Family
My Friends
My Housemates
My Roomates


Do you miss me

I feel I'm getting far away from you all
Friends,
you guys make me feel that I'm alone
I'm always alone
You guys never be rapport with me, right?
Do you guys love me

By the way
Is okay
I'm fine if the answer is not :)

But seriously
I miss the moment we happy together
Thanks ♥

I'm still in Kedah now

Seriously

I don't like my life always with tiring

Ofcause

I like to working in Hospital

but I don't like to work on afternoon shift

It's tiring

But the benefit I'm in Kedah for one month is

I'm free of stress

At least I'm happy with my classmates here

They are funny :)

and in this moment

I'm officially miss him ♥

I hope he can lend me his shoulder when I'm tired like now :)

But

What to do

We are too far from each other

Right ? 

haha

Cheer la Lisa 

Everything will be alright

I love You Lisa ! ♥

He is AMAZING

I met a amazing guy

Not much I can share for your all

Because

This guy even my close friends here also never meet him up

I hide him up 

Know why

Because it's not the time yet

To let you guys know :)

This guy

I wanna write something about him

He is the first guy I meet that hard to get angry

I like to find something quarrel with him

But he never want to join :)

He keep smiling to me

He keep make me laugh

even I NOT love him 

Yesh... I not love him

but I care about him

Everything of him

Weirdoo ? 

I feel it too

Sometimes when I think about him

I will automatically smile

with NO reason

:)

IMH 

Human

What mean ___ FRIENDS ? 

It's not only sleep together, talk together, smile together then mean it's friend

Right?

What I want to share is 

It's about my practical members

We came to Alor Star together

We study together

We work together

We eat together

We laugh together

But why I feel it's different from friend

We are not rapport 

Not caring 

Not co-operating

They keep showing each other bad and suck attitude

Keep back-stabbing each other

Does them feel happy

I feel so curious about human mind

I studied about Psychology

But why I never know some human's attitude can be as scary as vampire

They such as will suck your blood ANYTIME

Their bad attitude showed out from their two thin lips

When this two little thin lips open

You will keep bleeding

Will feel uncomfortable

For those friends who ever betrayed by your best friend

Or those who understand

You will know what I'm try to let you guy know

FRIEND ?

Those who always by my side

Help me when I'm in bad situation

Accompany me when I'm hurt

Totally love me

I'll love you guys more and more

For those keep back-stabbing

Oooppsss..

I'll smile and tell you guys

FUCK OFF

GO AWAY :)

Absolutely GONE

Not keep reminding myself K
I'm not missing HIM
I sure that I'm NOT
It's just..........feel a bit weird
He is not by my side anymore
Why I never miss him
He called me last night
He said he miss me
He said he is not me, he can't be strong like me
He said he keep tearing all the night


All of this is HE said :)
but
I din't see it

I hope he can understand why I can become like that


take care, Frederick Wee :)

Life

For now

I'm started to enjoy my life in KL

even I skip my class

but it's worth

WHY?

In a week

I was went to Port Dickson

Shah Alam ( i-City)

Temerlor, Pahang

and now I'm practical in Alor Star, Kedah

Not much picture to prove it, but this is in the Beach, Port Dickson :)

In previous

I'd no freedom

keep staying at home doing nothing

But I hope I can change it now

Ofcause, Always reminding myself

DON'T ESCAPE

sigh..

I'm lazy , what to do :(

♥ FREEDOM

I feel freedom
like flying in the sky

I'm free from tear now
I hangout with friend every night
We smile, we laugh, we do something stupid together :)

Maybe for those who ignored me will feel that I'm silly or what
but, WHO CARES ?
Go To Hell
I feel good now :)

Everyone afraid to be lonely
ofcause me too :)
but I keep hang out to forget all the sucks things
why dont you guys try this way?
Girls, Don't keep sticking with your boy
Boy are not everything for us OK

hurm....
some more ,
who care what you were said to me ?
You think who you are?
I never care

I read the message what you had sent
I'm useless right?
So what ?!
I'm still shine without you !

Middle finger ! Nah ! Get away from me !

My New Life

I'm currently single and alone
for about 1 month edi :)

but for sure, I'm still shine and happy without this guy
Even he ever stay in my life for so long
HE
make me smile
make cry
make me feel happiness
and also make me feel want to married him

But
all of this is OVER
it's GONE

I live well without him
I won't cry
won't shout
won't regret

Because I know
Besides him
Still got others can make me smile and happy
I feel glad that I have very understanding beloved friends
They always being my side
Giving me support and advise
I love them so muchiee ♥

Friends,
I feel fullfill when I'm with you all

That's enough for me
no more tear
no more hurt

I'll smile and go on my life :)